Where do I begin?
For much have I heard and seen
I have seen them dream and
I have seen them believe in their dreams
I have heard them talk of new days
and better ways
I have seen my campus flooded with
a thousand marching feet
I have seen hope in their eyes-
Belief and conviction-
and then have I seen their minds
being swayed by satanic fanaticism
I grew tired,
I grew tired of what I had to endure.
It was a long time ago
I remember well Mario
You had talked of stopping
the machine
How do we stop the machine Mario
when we are the ones who're running it?
Listen mate, I have a plan-
Why don't we destroy the machine?
And if its the machine that matters
We will try and create one- anew
Yes! We believe, we can!
So, lets keep our flags of activism
flying high
For it takes more than a regressive
system to crush our dreams.
And you Kashif, you know
how much do I remain indebted to you?
Hold my trembling hands brother
and then I want you to show me your
peeled out versions of life
and with that characteristic detachment
of yours, that you have made me grow
used to- I want you to say-
"The only inherent meaning of life
is that it has no meaning"
and then we might remember Bernard Shaw's
quote and try and give a meaning for ourselves-
Till then, Kashif, we will give away
to hallucinations and a thousand other crazy things-
and will I present an ode to my twenty years
of existence
To my twenty years of life-
Life I spent looking for a purpose
Life I smelt in the hair of my beloved
Life I smoked out with my cigarettes
Life I screamed in our slogans for change
Life I rode on a speeding bike over the highway,
feeling existential
Life I didnt give a fuck about
Oh Life!
Now that we've come together so far
and I don't know how far shall we go
why don't we then keep on going?
Let me find out if there are the same circles
or do I have newer ones awaiting me
Hey, Wait!
Or is it the end of the road?
Who knows!
So, lets come together for the last time
For the curtains might be dropped tonight
- By Riad Azam